Fresh Start!

I have been "off the market" for the last eight and a half years. I was a teenager when I decided to become seriously committed to one person, whom I had planned to spend the rest of my life. I was happy and in love and no one could tell me otherwise. Just like any other marriage we had our ups and downs. Certain things do not belong in a marriage and these things made me angry. I turned to my friends and latched heavily on to my faith. We sought counseling and I fought to save my marriage. Things got better for a little while and then they hit rock bottom once again early in 2010. At that point I did not know what more to do.  I prayed even more and searched for answers.  My prayers were painfully answered in Sept 2010 and I knew what I needed to do.

I walked away knowing I gave everything I had to him. I no longer cried, I no longer got angry, and I no longer felt love or hate. I was numb and I knew that walking away was the only thing I could do. Even though 2011 was the a horrible mind boggling year, I made it to the end.

I have learned that gut instincts are real and should not be taken lightly.  I have also learned that God answers prayers and shows you the way in the most unusual ways.

Mark 11:23-24 "Truly believe in what you pray for with no doubt in your heart that it can happen. Only then will you receive what you have prayed for".